The potency of passion
Worry is really hard to deal with. It’s easy to talk about, and it’s really easy to tell other people all the stuff they should do to stop worrying, but at the end of the day I find myself worrying. Two nights ago, for instance, I lay awake till 3 am worrying. Not a brilliantly shining admission from a New Age neophyte who has recently discovered the secrets of life the universe and everything, but an observable fact.
Money. That’s what I was and still am worrying about.
Personal tax bills are due. Cashflow in my business, and the overdraft. And the kids are getting bigger, the house is getting smaller. I worry about not having enough money.
There. I said it. I worry about not having enough money. Not for me, but for my family.
So where to from here?
Well … I’ve been thinking about passion. Yes, yes … I know that doesn’t seem to have a lot to do with money, but just hear me out. Sometimes I find myself not really wanting to go to work, thinking about a change, all that usual stuff. Lately I’ve caught hold of the idea of asking myself what are the things I am really passionate about. Not the things I think I should be passionate about, nor the things other people say I should be passionate about. But inside me, what am I passionate about. My reckoning is that if I move towards doing the things that I am most naturally passionate about, I will naturally draw the most success to myself, and in doing so will either also attract enough money, or - more likely - realise that I’ve actually already got enough as it is.
Ideas … just ideas. Thanks for listening.
January 12, 2008 at 12:41 am
Here’s another idea (not advice or suggestion, just an idea) - fear of lack CAN be the same thing as lack of gratitude. In other words, I am afraid of being hungry today because I am not grateful for (i.e. fully cognizant of) the food I have today.
January 12, 2008 at 5:57 am
I can relate totally!!!!
As a 40 year old dude, and not really working in a field I’m passionate about, I feel as if I’ve painted myself in a corner. I earn too much at this point, and live in such a way that I can’t afford to take the pay cut I’d need, to move into an area of passion.
I’ll be checking in to see what your readers suggest…..
January 12, 2008 at 10:01 am
Hi Doug! I’d be interested to know your thoughts on how/if you think this impacts on your weight loss?
January 12, 2008 at 10:36 am
Hi Doug,
I’d be interested to know how well you have been able to name what you actually are passionate about. I’m wrestling with this right now, where I know there is some stuff right now in my life that isn’t what I want, but it is proving surprisingly difficult to really clearly label what it is I actually want.
Jon
January 12, 2008 at 2:54 pm
2LL - I’m certain there’s at least a small part involved in my lack of weight loss, perhaps more. Being somewhere that I’m not really all that “happy” with, leads me to comfort myself with food. Historically, I always lose weight when I’ve started a new job, but i tend to “grow” as my uneasiness grows.
Jon - Passion is one of those words that means different things to different people. I’ve felt in the last 14 years, that my passion was music ministry. I’ve served as a 30+ hour per week volunteer in on music ministry that I lead, and loved it. For whatever reason, I have yet to land a gig. I’ve applied for a few, but nothing. I believe that my weight has a lot to do with it. The worship leader gets a lot of face time, and no matter what I’m told, I can’t believe that my “looks” don’t have something to do with it.
I’m also a radio junky. I listen whenever I can, so I’m taking some broadcasting classes this coming fall to see if I can “scratch that itch.”
I also tend to be a bit of a performer, whether it be vocally, instrumentally, even comically at times. I function pretty well with a captive audience.
Is passion something that you enjoy? Something you’re good at? Both? Neither?
Still searching.
January 14, 2008 at 8:11 am
Jon, you are on the right track. When you are happy and centered in your universe, you do the best. The goodness just comes. Maybe its because you have a positive outlook to begin with and you see issues as a fun challenge rather than something insurmountable.
There is a great excersize I used to give my employees and those I trained. You take any issue. Doesnt matter what. Draw a picture of that issue in however you need to express it and it makes sense to you. Now draw a picture of you being happy and successful and the issue being gone. Study them both carefully. On a third piece of paper, write down the steps to get from picture one… to picture two. You’ll be amazed how easy it is.
January 14, 2008 at 9:25 am
{{{hugs}}}
“Enough is as good as a feast.” - Mary Poppins
One the thing it might behelpful for me to share, is that we’re in waht I call a ‘wave’ right now. For us scientists, I call it a “quantum wave”.
There are situations right now in All our lives that don’t feel quite ’settled’. The issues aren’t quite resolved. This may very well be the “worry” a lot of us are expressing we feel. Because the pattern we’ve taught is when we don’t have everything resolved to our satisfaction, we begin to worry.
I’ve felt it myself. It’s worldwide. So here’s what I’m doing. I’m using my IMAGINATION to imagine where I desire to be and Trusting BY THE END OF THIS, resolutions will have presented themselves.
For instance, if I was a weatherman I’d say the cloudy skies will clear by late Friday and the sun will come out. Only this is inner weather.
IMAGINE ‘enough’. If you’re ‘here’ right *now* obviously, you’ve ALWAYS had ‘enough’. (smiling)
And one of the things you may not realize right now is that when we awaken, as you have and begin connecting with your own Spirit, then our Passions change. We often can’t find our Passion in any way we used to. Symbolically, we are no longer the bull of desire, we are beginning to ride our bull of desire. In regards to our Passions, a lot of them become a moo-t point.
As our Soul’s Pasion makes itself known.
January 14, 2008 at 9:29 am
Our Soul’s greatest Passion is also our Personalities greatest fear.
Contemplate what it takes to embrace our Soul’s Passion and much will become clear.
January 14, 2008 at 8:49 pm
Hi all,
Sorry I’ve gone dark on you but we are all away on holiday for a few days so I’ve not been able to get to the PC quite so easily.
Doug - I would have to agree that the leggy blond will always win the worship leaders’ spot over you (or me). Some churches I have attended in the past even had three of them swingin’ in time - what a sight for sore old eyes. No - I’m not sure what that has got to do with christian worship either - but that’s my observation. One thing that struck me in your comment was you described your passion in terms of doing, rather than being. If I rephrase the question, what are you passionate about being, what would your answer be? As I have thought about this for myself, one thing I have consistently been passionate about is enabling others to learn. That’s why I have been so successful as a technical tutor and in the past as a teacher in the church.
Amber - An intriguing idea about the pictures, and one I have not come across before. As it happens there is a particular thing I and worried about at work at the moment so I’m going to give your method a go! I am convinced that the biggest part of wanting something I do not have is to stop wanting it and to start having it. Its just getting that to work in practice that takes some practice.
Sue Ann,
As usual your comments blow me away in their depth! I have also discovered this whole idea of “not enough” plays a much bigger part of my thinking that I previously realised, and I will be posting on this in the near future as it is so integrally related to this post.
Thank you everyone!
January 15, 2008 at 9:38 am
I just dropped in to see if you’re back to blogging again and you are! Good…
Your thinking on this seems totally right: follow your passion! There’s a book which might help you: ‘The Work We Were Born to Do: Find the Work You Love, Love the Work You Do’ by Nick Williams. A lot of people seem to have found it useful.
January 15, 2008 at 7:59 pm
Hi Secret Simon,
Thanks for the book recommendation, I’ll check it out.
Jon